|| queen of wilderness
They say you always hurt the ones you love most. You must have loved me more than anything.
Did you really love me?
I just want you to know that you deserve the best, you’re beautiful. Yes. You.



1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
4. Are you easy to get along with?
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
15. What good thing happened this summer?
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
19. Do you like bubble baths?
20. Do you like your neighbors?
21. What are you bad habits?
22. Where would you like to travel?
23. Do you have trust issues?
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
26. What do you do when you wake up?
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
30. Do you ever want to get married?
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
33. Spell your name with your chin.
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
40. What do you want to do after high school?
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
43. Do you smile at strangers?
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
46. What are you paranoid about?
47. Have you ever been high?
48. Have you ever been drunk?
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
53. Favourite makeup brand?
54. Favourite store?
55. Favourite blog?
56. Favourite colour?
57. Favourite food?
58. Last thing you ate?
59. First thing you ate this morning?
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
62. Been arrested? For what?
63. Ever been in love?
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
65. Are you hungry right now?
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
67. Facebook or Twitter?
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
69. Are you watching tv right now?
70. Names of your bestfriends?
71. Craving something? What?
72. What colour are your towels?
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
75. Favourite animal?
76. What colour is your underwear?
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
80. What colour pants?
81. Favourite tv show?
82. Favourite movie?
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
87. First person you talked to today?
88. Last person you talked to today?
89. Name a person you hate?
90. Name a person you love?
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
92. In a fight with someone?
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
95. Last movie you watched?
96. Favourite actress?
97. Favourite actor?
98. Do you tan a lot?
99. Have any pets?
100. How are you feeling?
101. Do you type fast?
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
103. Can you spell well?
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
108. What should you be doing?
109. Is something irritating you right now?
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
111. Do you have trust issues?
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
113. What was your childhood nickname?
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
115. Do you play the Wii?
116. Are you listening to music right now?
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
118. Do you like Chinese food?
119. Favourite book?
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
121. Are you mean?
122. Is cheating ever okay?
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
125. Do you believe in true love?
126. Are you currently bored?
127. What makes you happy?
128. Would you change your name?
129. What your zodiac sign?
130. Do you like subway?
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
134. Can you count to one million?
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
137. How tall are you?
138. Curly or Straight hair?
139. Brunette or Blonde?
140. Summer or Winter?
141. Night or Day?
142. Favourite month?
143. Are you a vegetarian?
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
145. Tea or Coffee?
146. Was today a good day?
147. Mars or Snickers?
148. What’s your favourite quote?
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

Akala ko iba ka sa kanila.

Umasa ako kasi akala ko magiigng tayo. Umasa ako kasi akala ko mahal mo ako. Umasa ako kasi akala ko may mangyayari. Umasa ako kasi akala ko ako lang. Umasa ako kasi akala ko totoo yung nararamdaman mo sa akin. Umasa ako kasi akala ko seryoso ka. Umasa lang pala ako sa wala at sa mga kasunungalingan mo.


Umasa ako kasi akala ko magiigng tayo. Umasa ako kasi akala ko mahal mo ako. Umasa ako kasi akala ko may mangyayari. Umasa ako kasi akala ko ako lang. Umasa ako kasi akala ko totoo yung nararamdaman mo sa akin. Umasa ako kasi akala ko seryoso ka. Umasa lang pala ako sa wala at sa mga kasunungalingan mo.


acosmist - one who believes that nothing exists
paralian - a person who lives near the sea
aureate - pertaining to the fancy or flowery words used by poets 
dwale - to wander about deliriously
sabaism - the worship of stars
dysphoria - an unwell feeling
aubade - a love song which is sung at dawn
eumoirous - happiness due to being honest and wholesome
mimp - to speak in a prissy manner, usually with pursed lips

Reblog if no one has a crush on you.



nilalangaw na ask box.

It took her a long time to finally erase you from her system. She went through several months of feeling the pain repeatedly — because of that happy couple who passed by; because she remembered you when she saw that large teddy bear at the gift shop; because your theme song suddenly played on the radio; because a stranger mentioned your name; because she sniffed your perfume, your familiar scent; because she dreamt you were coming back. For consecutive weeks, she struggled between the dilemma of wanting to move on from you and hoping against all odds that you’d come back.

However, she chose to be better. She told herself that if you really want to come back to her, you would’ve already done that a long time ago. But you didn’t.

She took a step away from you, away from all the memories. She braced herself for all the moments when that overwhelming hope would light up within her again. She vowed to stay strong and conquer the difficulty of losing you.

Eventually, she succeeded. She forgot about the pain, she’s no longer in love. Thinking of the past doesn’t hurt her anymore. Those things that used to remind her of you can’t even touch her now. You meant nothing to her now.

And right when she is already fine and doing a lot better than before, you decided to gain her back. You want to come back into her life like you never left, like nothing happened. How could you do that? How could you come back after everything that you’ve caused her? How could you smile at her and ask her for another chance when eons ago, she has begged you to stay, to come back? How could you claim that you love her now, when you have not even listened to her pleas before? How could you promise her that you wouldn’t hurt her now, when you’ve done a great job causing her pain back then? How could you come back to mend her now that she’s already fixed herself, when it’s you who broke her in the first place?

— Please just stay away (m.b)
I’m done chasing.


(via nagiinarteee)

Cam whoring, it is. HAHAHA

when you’re waiting for him to text you first.